Disavow

by DISAVOW

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Eyes 01:00
Not safe anywhere Judging eyes everywhere Friends turn to enemies in my mind No one understands Stay away Stay Stay away Seeking shelter from disappointment Locked away Closeness A burden I can't bear Stay away Stay Stay away I blame those around me For not having a cure for me I build a wall around me Isolate myself out of pure cowardice
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Tired hearts Bodies run down to the bones Assets being stolen To line private pockets Do you feel free Sowing what you'll never reap Empty stomachs Freezing in homes with no walls Victims left to the streets Financial blunders of which we don't speak Do you feel free Sowing what you'll never reap Bite the hand that feeds What it offers was yours to begin with
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I tried you again I wanted to apologize For letting weeks turn to months I wanted you to know I still cared for you You're not picking up Connection lost You were always there Struggling In silence On your own Could I make it up to you You're not picking up Connection lost Take on the world He took from you Take on the world I wish you would
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Stumble 01:27
You walked away As you watched me stumble Too much to handle Being there You can’t lean on What’s pulling away You can’t keep those who left I forgot who I was As I stumbled My past seemed dark My future bleak You can’t lean on What’s pulling away You can’t keep those who left I’ll get up I’ll find my foothold again
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Looking out at the world Everyone seems so comfortable In their skin Not showing What's crawling within Are you seeing through me Feeling alone In being like everybody else In being afraid Just another soul Who puts on a brave face Hoping not to break Are you seeing through me Are you seeing through me So many just like me Still I feel like a disgusting freak
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Always around the corner Always close by Deeply rooted As the essence of life Abstain I refuse to partake Broke bodies Hooked on waste Violence commonplace Alluring ways to communicate To numb and forget Abstain I refuse to partake Straight edge Abstain For every soul dragged down in addiction Abstain For every kid from a broken home Abstain From the violence we turn a blind eye to I will forever abstain
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Endless frustration With everyone around me I clench my fist Nails digging through my skin You watch but you don't see Careless consumption Careless consumption Detached from shame Never occurred to you It's not your life to claim
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Broken 01:49
Day by day A stone sinking in my chest Everything matters less and less My whole body is shaking with distress Shattered, inside and out Smashed to pieces, stamped out I've been broken down Devoid of meaning Drained of feelings Life has lost its savor Tasteless and grey Shattered, inside and out Smashed to pieces, stamped out I've been broken down Inside and out Shattered Always broken down
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Doubting My sense of right and wrong Mutters turn to screams This disunity hounds me Could I Leave myself alone Perplexed With how I struggle To grasp my own mind The feelings inside Could I Leave myself alone Neurotic, manic I can’t let things go Not trusting Always wondering What I’m doing wrong I never let myself rest From my own head The voices won’t give me a break Exhausted from fighting myself
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The hardest thing I ever had to do Was to sit by your side As you proved me right Time after time Old burns bred distrust But I couldn’t give up Watching the life Fade from your eyes Promises broken Resentment built The frustration on your face When I brought it up again I'll always feel guilt For not holding a tighter grip Watching the life Fade from your eyes Time after time

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released July 7, 2019

All songs by Disavow.
Additional vocals on ‘See Through Me’ by Chris Colohan.
Additional vocals on ‘Abstain’ by Andrea Čengić.
Recorded and mixed by Ulf Blomberg at HoboRec/The End Studios.
Mastered by Will Killingsworth at Dead Air Studios.
Artwork by Isabell Kirstinä.

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