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As Life Fades
01:45
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Eyes
01:00
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Not safe anywhere
Judging eyes everywhere
Friends turn to enemies in my mind
No one understands
Stay away
Stay
Stay away
Seeking shelter from disappointment
Locked away
Closeness
A burden I can't bear
Stay away
Stay
Stay away
I blame those around me
For not having a cure for me
I build a wall around me
Isolate myself out of pure cowardice
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3. |
Yours to Begin With
01:25
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Tired hearts
Bodies run down to the bones
Assets being stolen
To line private pockets
Do you feel free
Sowing what you'll never reap
Empty stomachs
Freezing in homes with no walls
Victims left to the streets
Financial blunders of which we don't speak
Do you feel free
Sowing what you'll never reap
Bite the hand that feeds
What it offers was yours to begin with
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4. |
Connection Lost
01:37
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I tried you again
I wanted to apologize
For letting weeks turn to months
I wanted you to know
I still cared for you
You're not picking up
Connection lost
You were always there
Struggling
In silence
On your own
Could I make it up to you
You're not picking up
Connection lost
Take on the world
He took from you
Take on the world
I wish you would
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5. |
Stumble
01:27
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You walked away
As you watched me stumble
Too much to handle
Being there
You can’t lean on
What’s pulling away
You can’t keep those who left
I forgot who I was
As I stumbled
My past seemed dark
My future bleak
You can’t lean on
What’s pulling away
You can’t keep those who left
I’ll get up
I’ll find my foothold again
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Looking out at the world
Everyone seems so comfortable
In their skin
Not showing
What's crawling within
Are you seeing through me
Feeling alone
In being like everybody else
In being afraid
Just another soul
Who puts on a brave face
Hoping not to break
Are you seeing through me
Are you seeing through me
So many just like me
Still I feel like a disgusting freak
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7. |
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Always around the corner
Always close by
Deeply rooted
As the essence of life
Abstain
I refuse to partake
Broke bodies
Hooked on waste
Violence commonplace
Alluring ways to communicate
To numb and forget
Abstain
I refuse to partake
Straight edge
Abstain
For every soul dragged down in addiction
Abstain
For every kid from a broken home
Abstain
From the violence we turn a blind eye to
I will forever abstain
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8. |
Endless Frustration
01:05
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Endless frustration
With everyone around me
I clench my fist
Nails digging through my skin
You watch but you don't see
Careless consumption
Careless consumption
Detached from shame
Never occurred to you
It's not your life to claim
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9. |
Broken
01:49
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Day by day
A stone sinking in my chest
Everything matters less and less
My whole body is shaking with distress
Shattered, inside and out
Smashed to pieces, stamped out
I've been broken down
Devoid of meaning
Drained of feelings
Life has lost its savor
Tasteless and grey
Shattered, inside and out
Smashed to pieces, stamped out
I've been broken down
Inside and out
Shattered
Always broken down
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10. |
Leave Myself Alone
03:33
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Doubting
My sense of right and wrong
Mutters turn to screams
This disunity hounds me
Could I
Leave myself alone
Perplexed
With how I struggle
To grasp my own mind
The feelings inside
Could I
Leave myself alone
Neurotic, manic
I can’t let things go
Not trusting
Always wondering
What I’m doing wrong
I never let myself rest
From my own head
The voices won’t give me a break
Exhausted from fighting myself
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11. |
From Your Eyes
03:57
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The hardest thing
I ever had to do
Was to sit by your side
As you proved me right
Time after time
Old burns bred distrust
But I couldn’t give up
Watching the life
Fade from your eyes
Promises broken
Resentment built
The frustration on your face
When I brought it up again
I'll always feel guilt
For not holding a tighter grip
Watching the life
Fade from your eyes
Time after time
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