Disavow

by DISAVOW

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credits

released July 7, 2019

All songs by Disavow.
Additional vocals on ‘See Through Me’ by Chris Colohan.
Additional vocals on ‘Abstain’ by Andrea Čengić.
Recorded and mixed by Ulf Blomberg at HoboRec/The End Studios.
Mastered by Will Killingsworth at Dead Air Studios.
Artwork by Isabell Kirstinä.

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Track Name: Eyes
Not safe anywhere
Judging eyes everywhere
Friends turn to enemies in my mind
No one understands

Stay away
Stay
Stay away

Seeking shelter from disappointment
Locked away
Closeness
A burden I can't bear

Stay away
Stay
Stay away

I blame those around me
For not having a cure for me
I build a wall around me
Isolate myself out of pure cowardice
Track Name: Yours to Begin With
Tired hearts
Bodies run down to the bones
Assets being stolen
To line private pockets

Do you feel free
Sowing what you'll never reap

Empty stomachs
Freezing in homes with no walls
Victims left to the streets
Financial blunders of which we don't speak

Do you feel free
Sowing what you'll never reap

Bite the hand that feeds
What it offers was yours to begin with
Track Name: Connection Lost
I tried you again
I wanted to apologize
For letting weeks turn to months
I wanted you to know
I still cared for you

You're not picking up
Connection lost

You were always there
Struggling
In silence
On your own
Could I make it up to you

You're not picking up
Connection lost

Take on the world
He took from you
Take on the world
I wish you would
Track Name: Stumble
You walked away
As you watched me stumble
Too much to handle
Being there

You can’t lean on
What’s pulling away
You can’t keep those who left

I forgot who I was
As I stumbled
My past seemed dark
My future bleak

You can’t lean on
What’s pulling away
You can’t keep those who left

I’ll get up
I’ll find my foothold again
Track Name: See Through Me (feat. Chris Colohan)
Looking out at the world
Everyone seems so comfortable
In their skin
Not showing
What's crawling within

Are you seeing through me

Feeling alone
In being like everybody else
In being afraid
Just another soul
Who puts on a brave face
Hoping not to break

Are you seeing through me
Are you seeing through me

So many just like me
Still I feel like a disgusting freak
Track Name: Abstain (feat. Andrea Čengić)
Always around the corner
Always close by
Deeply rooted
As the essence of life

Abstain
I refuse to partake

Broke bodies
Hooked on waste
Violence commonplace
Alluring ways to communicate
To numb and forget

Abstain
I refuse to partake

Straight edge

Abstain
For every soul dragged down in addiction
Abstain
For every kid from a broken home
Abstain
From the violence we turn a blind eye to

I will forever abstain
Track Name: Endless Frustration
Endless frustration
With everyone around me
I clench my fist
Nails digging through my skin
You watch but you don't see

Careless consumption
Careless consumption

Detached from shame
Never occurred to you
It's not your life to claim
Track Name: Broken
Day by day
A stone sinking in my chest
Everything matters less and less
My whole body is shaking with distress

Shattered, inside and out
Smashed to pieces, stamped out
I've been broken down

Devoid of meaning
Drained of feelings
Life has lost its savor
Tasteless and grey

Shattered, inside and out
Smashed to pieces, stamped out
I've been broken down

Inside and out
Shattered

Always broken down
Track Name: Leave Myself Alone
Doubting
My sense of right and wrong
Mutters turn to screams
This disunity hounds me

Could I
Leave myself alone

Perplexed
With how I struggle
To grasp my own mind
The feelings inside

Could I
Leave myself alone

Neurotic, manic
I can’t let things go
Not trusting
Always wondering
What I’m doing wrong

I never let myself rest
From my own head
The voices won’t give me a break
Exhausted from fighting myself
Track Name: From Your Eyes
The hardest thing
I ever had to do
Was to sit by your side
As you proved me right
Time after time
Old burns bred distrust
But I couldn’t give up

Watching the life
Fade from your eyes

Promises broken
Resentment built
The frustration on your face
When I brought it up again
I'll always feel guilt
For not holding a tighter grip

Watching the life
Fade from your eyes

Time after time

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